I never really loved the sunshine

- ya feels very empty. How can u tell?

- Just imagining. What time is it there? 
Weather starting to turn grey, very wintery 
Lovely in a depressing way

- Yes I know wat u mean. Remembr it well. Pls keep warm. Wear ur timberland, thermal underwear.
U r ur father's son! Dad liked bleak depressing landscapes! Give me bright colors anyday!

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For a while now I've entertained this strange fixation with the moon, but under scrutiny its peculiar charm always seems to elude me.

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saw the light but not the source, chasing spanish rain; a ghost behind my eyelids, a negative in my brain.