what to do when the one you want never wants you

"But those who know best say this, that any liberal man would choose the pain of this desire, even for ever, rather than the peace of feeling it no longer; and that though the best thing is to have, the next best is to want, and the worst of all is not to want."
- Pilgrim's Regress


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1. make a sad playlist
2. write a sad story
3. draw something
4. tell someone
5. tell no one
6. write a letter
7. be alone
8. tell her how you feel
5. tell no one
9. write a song
9. wallow in self pity
10. get over it dude
11. wait it out
13. understand there are things in this life you desire that you can never have
14. learn to accept this devastating and inconvenient truth
13. fall in love with someone else
12. do it all over again

Book of titles (only of titles)

1. dry spell
2. toxicology
3. neverlast
4. holocene
5. the story of thirst
6. perditio
7. the other
8. the unforseen costs of being yourself
9. incomplete
10. the history of illusions ii
11. the coolest girl on earth (conversations with)
12. parallellus universalis
13. kamikaze
14. wabisuke
15. weakness and paralysis
16. takotsubo
17. ETERNALBLUE
18. how to write the songs that will earn you the love you never got from the people who can't give it to you anymore
19. pure song
20. perfect blue
21. autoimmune
22. injured party
23. missile of denial
24. things i thought would make me happy
25. the double
26. completely natural man
27. Die Zeit Ohne Beispiel
28. the incinerator
29. Saturday with no miracles
30. famous and unwell
31. ode to soft goth with bangs
33. shuraba
34. autophobia
35. you can't kill time with your heart (but you can sure make it sing)
36. the addict's prayerbook
37. wayback
38. ghost notes
39. the guy who never dies
40. precursor
41. low boi
42. how to date girls without ever having really been hurt by one
43. press 1 to finally be happy
44. crying in da club
45. roti kosong
46. everbad
47. it's not too late to be a new person
48. keielsanjurokkei
49. in high school she drew pictures of birds
50. ore zanmai
51. everything i heard was a lie i came up with
52. narrow is the gate
53. syncopatience (master of)
54. go your own way
55. an iterative approach to dating
56. rememberer
57. westward
58. westward ii
59. the light fantastic
60. song of the dead
61. comfortations
62. how to turn off your heart
63. shitty loop
64. history of making big mistakes
65. my kind of woman
66. ode to being the person you're supposed to be
67. the hunger artist
68. yakitori hyung
69. heartsink mother, heartsink son
70. ichiban natural girl
71. super change robot
72. a broken heart is one that dared to hope
73. poison eater
74. hms false hope
75. heartland
76. gentlest comedian
77.  saudade
78. suboptimal inamorata (complex)
79. chiaroscuro
80. good job gaijin boys
81. gift of brokeness
82. let me tell you all about my new favourite band
83. young tunku does stand up
84. a broken heart is like a leaking battery
85. student of silence, prisoner of solitude, testosterone hyung
86. the loneliness diaries
87. thrilled to be here
88. young tunku falls in love
89. maximum cliche
90. i like tortoise matsumoto
91. heart's content
99. text me when you get this
100. the history of giving up

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