how it goes

8/12/19:


cure me
save me
eyes of my mother
hair of the dog
heart of my father
death of a God

make me
feel something
the earth, rivers
huge like a hug
friends like these
and losing your love

been over hills and
through the valley
I know how
your love goes
over hills and
through the valley
your love goes
I know now
how it goes

makes me
feel something
the earth, rivers
wild like a hug
brothers and sisters
holding me up

been over hills and
through the valley
I know now how
your love goes
over hills and
through the valley
your love goes
I know now
how it goes

(how it goes
with me)

sound of finding

world healer

"cause I made like a Canada playlist today" - Phoebe Bridgers

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Jon's will 2019

all my money goes to my mom
my car goes to Uncle Gerald
my laptop and phone goes to michelle - the code to unlock the phone is in the blogger dashboard drafts section under the label 'phone code'
my electric guitars the Vox amp and zoom multi effects thing goes to weiken
the acoustic guitar goes to Judith
the classical guitar goes to Cai
my piano/keyboard and stand goes to david samy
my record collection and record player goes to Jia Way
my bass guitar and amp goes to Uncle David
all my books go to Petra
my computer speakers go to Dahil (his computer speakers really suck and I don't know why he can definitely afford better ones.)
all my unsent postcards go to Chooi Ern
my CD collection goes to Nate and Miriam
my relient K and switchfoot cds go to Jeremy Foo
my two anime figurines and my hard disc drive w school rumble on it goes to Parisha
my stethoscope goes to Victoria and Edmund
my steam account with all my games goes to Marcus
my iphone chargers / charger wires go to Lucy (sunderland)
my travel notebooks and journals go to Flory


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Daisy, let it go
Open up your fists
This fallen world
It doesn't hold your interest
It doesn't hold your soul
Daisy, let it go

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For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.
Matthew 6:21








context: my mom is leaving tomorrow for Scandinavia and the arctic circle and when we skyped she started off by telling me where the will is and what to do if anything were to happen to her, who to contact and how to withdraw money from her accounts - i reassured her and we joked about her having to fight off wolves when she got there, but it got me thinking