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- i go outside now to have a fag
- no, you need to stay in hospital for your treatment
- and then i can go, yes?
- no you need to stay in hospital so we can observe you
- then i discharge self
- peter if you discharge yourself there's a high risk of this happening again
- ya. before everybody tell me it will happen again. but it not happen. i win
- peter look where you are now. you've just vomited blood. that's not winning
- i want go now
- what's the point of coming here then?
- i don't know what is point. i go now
- what if you bleed again. what then
- i not bleed again
- peter - do you realise you could die
-     ya ok fine, i die. every week i die